Friday, December 19th, 2008
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7:35 pm ;
if it must.......
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so this has been some time of trying issues with all the things that test patience.
we really need something to give.
a way to bring this all full circle.
if for not only to satisfy what is so desperately suffocating.
current mood: learning to swim
current music: nin - all that you imagined
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| Thursday, November 6th, 2008
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5:45 pm ;
step RIGHT UP!!!!
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| Wednesday, October 8th, 2008
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4:34 pm ;
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So I was updating the hair sites order status, and came across, completely by accident, "a living will" that Eric wrote for himself. I couldn't help myself to read it, and I hope he is not mad that I did. The first part talked about what he wanted to do with his stuff, and if there was any debt under his name, for me to tell them all to fuck off. Then he goes on to talk to Ray which, then I couldnt help to keep from getting emotional. My head started to get all hot, and adrenaline started up, and he talked about how much he loved her and to keep going in life, and to just be happy.
Then he goes on to talk about me, which made it really hard to hold back my tears. Even now, typing this, I am having the most difficult time. I love him so much, that words cannot express. I hope for his sake when he goes, it's before me. I don't think I will make it much without him, but I know it would be much easier then for him to try and go without me. Not just because I want to live longer but because I feel I am a much stronger person, especially w/ my emotions. He would take it so hard, and I know that Ray would be his rock. She would keep him going in life. She would be so strong for him. I try not to think about losing anyone that I love. It's just one of those things, that you know will happen, but you just hope that day never comes.
Okay.
current mood:  indescribable
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| Thursday, September 25th, 2008
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10:19 pm ;
more fun at the helms... of the spam mobile
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So today's trip was a fun-filled cuss-fest, as per usual. I thought I was doing so well upon leaving the house at the time I should be leaving[which never happens] to make the wonderous morning commute. I was so proud of myself, and even said "Yay!! So, I will actually be early, or on time, even!" Which turned out to bite me in the ass. I am however, glad that I do not have to get onto the interstate, as that would be murderous.
Moving along. The other people outso far this morning seemed to be a fellow leadfoot. Which was rather nice, as I didnt have bitch a lot.
I get a good distance down the road, and noticed, after doing a quick checklist exam ensuring that I had all the necessary tools for my shift, that my gut was right. I had indeed forgotten something. I just knew it!! Fuck, I did not have my bandage that I use to cover my left arm where my 1/2 sleeve is exposed. Nor did I happen to have a spare in the car. Panictime! Sonofabitching' crackhouse rules, make me cover my tats when I serve. Instantly I grab for my phone, and hurry up trying to call the house. Yay. Eric is still there!!
I have him bring it to me, as I wait at the end of a church parking lot. Five minutes seemed like a lifetime. I cannot be late, and get wrote up. Ugh! He makes it there finally, and I continue on my trip.
I get behind two cars, at the stop light, which I thought was good. Until, they were the slowest fucks on the road. It's 40mph, up until a certain point, and then it goes down to 35mph. However, this stupid fucking asscock decides that a nice constant 30 was a good speed. So for around 6-7mins, I was very very pissed, and screaming at both of them. I finally get to the next light, and go right, which involves just yielding to uncoming traffic in the next lane over. There is even a solid line there, so that pple from the other side, coming from the left, only turn in the left lane. Not this dumb shit that decided to turn into my lane, almost smacking up against the driver's side of my car. HELLO!!! Im sort of already here, you goddamn idiot! Then I end up having to follow him the rest of the way. Which, it doesnt end there. He is also one of those drivers that thinks they need to constantly change lanes. Which I admit, I do that quit often. However I am an exception, as I make sure to look in the lane Im changing to, and I also use my turn signal, BEFORE I get over.
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| Tuesday, September 23rd, 2008
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8:11 pm ;
All hail.... the Queen.... of Road Rage!
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I am a whore when I get behind the wheel. The terror that spews out of all orfices when I drive is evil. I am an ugly bitchhole. It's that fucking simple.
So, back to why I am at this point, I need to have a camera in my car, for the simple fact that this shit needs to be recorded. I am insane. Don't think anyone is excluded from this. There are absolutely, and I stick to this in a very strict fasion, no exceptions! If you are in my path, you better get the fuck out of the way. I am on a mission at all times, which is point A to point B. If you come in contact, seriously, just move over. It's in YOUR best interest. Truely!
To continue, my journey to the crackhouse, this morning was not as bad as some have been. I got 4 mins down the road before encountering my first intruder. I have bald ass tires, so there was not the possibility to pass this person, without my crashing into something, or someone. Then the bullshit happens, and we[me and the fuck in front of me] approach the shithead pack[ the dumbass slow piece of shit doing 28 in a 35 and the 6 cars behind him]. Thank goddess for my addiction to the double-shot starbucks/energy drinks, as I had to stop at the gas station. So, I only follow these fucks for around 4mins.
After getting my sbux fix for the day, I get back into the madness mobile. The rest of my trip wasn't too bad, until I was almost to work, and this stupid fucking bitch in a minivan does the "I'm gonna go... no wait... Im not, oh, wait...I'm gonna pull out in front of you, just barely avoiding slamming into the side of your car!!" I had to slam on my brakes so that I didnt hit her. I really fucking cant stand that shit!
However, my all time pet-peave that people in the south do a lot more then back home, is use the turning lane as a lane to "pull into when you are to fucking impatient to wait your goddamn turn!" That is so fucking stupid. Then what gets my ass going more is when you do that shit, and then expect me to let you over into the proper lane. No you dumbass bitchhole, you will have to get behind me just like the rest of the fucks.
Ah, I feel better now! More to come on this matter in the very near future!
current mood:  annoyed
current music: Puscifer - Queen B
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| Wednesday, August 13th, 2008
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7:33 pm ;
closer to you!
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I love Trent. So, we saw Nails play in Fort Knox. The drive was long, and we had some much needed party supplies. Barcadi, and some V8 Splash! Good drink!
We arrived at the show late, and missed the opening band, I dont even remember who is was. Then as we are trying to find our way to the floor, the lights go out, and they come out. AAAHHHHHHH!!! Hurry! So we get onto the floor, and push our way up close. I took as much video as I could. Although for songs like Sin, and March of the Pigs, I was not going to risk dropping my phone.
Even though, Trent had canceled the shows just three days before ours due to some throat troubles, he sounded amazing.
I feel we get a do over though, as they are playing Nashvegas, on All Hallow's Eve, and I have floor tix!! YAY!!!
current mood: irritated
current music: Sleepytime - 1997
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| Sunday, July 13th, 2008
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9:04 pm ;
tried to say, tried to ask........needed to..... all alone....by myself...where were you?
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I love him!
So Nails play on aug 12th. Roadtrippin' it to Fort Knox. Should be a smashing good time. Wish I was seeing them at the Gund, but cant make that show.
One amazingly great thing, is that Robin is back! No more Guns 'N Roses, I guess. Nails has always been better. Who would want to play with Axl anyways. Buckethead is cool. Don't get me wrong, Slash carries his own, but Robin... and playing with Trent. Who could ask for a better setup. = )
current mood:  creative
current music: mushroomhead - born of desire
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| Wednesday, July 2nd, 2008
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7:59 pm ;
your mom goes to college!!!!!!!!!!!
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So, it's been hot!
Ive been employed dtown at a shop, but shes just getting it going. SO, I havent been going down there much. Its not cool to just sit, or waste gas to just sit. Therefore, I choose not to. I still have a chair for whenever I may need it. Which is good, since I continuingly "hair-iss" myspace for appointments!
To help it, I went around to the shops in mj. I'll be working at one, on weds. Shes wants me to sorta cover my tats! Damn the fucking man!!
It is mj, though,and they think they are some better than thou, fucking hipo-christians! To avoid the bs, I will fucking conform, sort of! If nothing takes off, Im outta there. I can cover my art, and take out the piercings for the fucking crackhouse, and make more money then to sit on my ass, and do it!
So, in the mean time, I am whoring out the hair goodies! So, don't waste anymore time, and go get you some, cause it's skank-thirty, BITCHES!!!!!
current mood:  crazy
current music: Defones - Shove IT!!!
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| Tuesday, April 29th, 2008
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5:25 pm ;
oooooh
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...... and just to clarify! I am finally a licensed stylist! Some come get your hurr did!!!!!!!
current mood: creative
current music: dresden dolls - Dirty Business
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5:22 pm ;
finally got the wig done!!!
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| Saturday, March 8th, 2008
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12:30 am ;
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yay its all snowy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
current music: fantomas - suspended animation
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| Tuesday, February 19th, 2008
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9:04 pm ;
argh!!!!!!
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Aggravating afternoon.
So, I go to Kinko's over in Donelson, and they are a fuckin madhouse in there. Everyone was super polite, nonetheless. To continue, I just simply wanted to make a flyer out of the image I had. Putting 4 pics per page, with 50 pages. So, I can go and harrass the town with my hair whoring skills.
The guy who I 1st speak to takes me to this computer, which charges 20cents a min, and I tried to setup the pdf with my 4 pics on it. No luck with that. I just log off, and spent 1.40 on jack shit. I go tell him I didint know what I was doing, along with wasting time, and money. So, he tries to get it setup on his computer. With no luck doing what we need, he enlists the help of a guy who knew what to do. Well, we get the pdf saved, and so I go and print off 50 fucking copies of this thing. We needed to resize the flyer before getting the page with all 4 pics on it. Well I picked the wrong graphic. Which ended up being one of the flyers before I edited it. So, I ended up with 200 flyers with the wrong fucking graphic. I will deal with it, but I spent $28.00, and still have to redo the shit.
Now that I feel better after bitching about that. On to something good. I have my 1st cut at the shop tomorrow. YAY!! So I need more pple to come get their hair done. I am tried of being in the food service industry. = )
current mood:  relieved
current music: mushroomhead - so all over.
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| Saturday, February 2nd, 2008
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7:37 pm ;
another year gone by...
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Woah! Its now 2008. Crazy how the yrs just keep going on by as if in warp speed.
So It was good to be back in Ohio for thnksgiving. (216) was awesome. So glad to have been there. I still miss Cleveland like the dickens!
Graduated school finally! [insert picture of diploma]
Christmas was good. Got a Wii! Its fun. Games are expensive as shit though. I hate spending that much on one fucking game.
So, then New Years was fun. Had some peeps over, and shot off some fireworks in the 30mph winds. Not too smart on their part. Dumb little boys!
Yay just about to start working. It's so exciting. I have my last test on Monday afternoon. Then it's on!!!!!
So come get your hurr did!!!! Seriously People!!!
Im currently located at :
Indentity Salon, Inc.
4130 Lebanon Rd
Hermitage, TN 37076
I am ready to finally do this shit legally! As the last 5 years, after my 1st trip to beauty school, I've been a bad girl. Once one has been trained in the skill of doing hair, you are not legally allowed to perform said services unless one is licensed.
Yay for following the rules! As I do not normally do that.
Also, buy some fake hair!!
current music: Kashmir - MJK w/ Janes Addiction
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| Tuesday, November 20th, 2007
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12:06 am ;
how long til I get my beauty sleep?
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Cut this cancer from my soul!
Soon, the torture will be over. No longer will I have to endure the skanktastic-ness that is sba! All the old lady hair doing will cease to be!
Oh, hells yes!
On a good note, going home for thnxgiving, and up to the Flats for a show, on Friday. Only wish the drive was shorter. Yay 216. I miss you cleveland.
Poor, Jess. She has to stay with the whore bitch-hole, that is Zowie.
current mood: amused
current music: fantomas
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| Thursday, September 20th, 2007
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10:21 pm ;
........cause i am the winner....you're still nooo...bod...deee!
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So, I have brown stained finger nails, a "fixed" version of a jacked up hair cut, and......... shit.
I let a sort of new chick at school cut my hair. BIG MISTAKE!!!
Lesson ONE. Dont put faith in other stylists, that your gut tells you not to. As you WILL regret it. I should have known better. Seriously!! I could have done a better job. I cut my own hair for over 4 years, and would have been done a much better job. It was HORRIBLE. I wish I had before and after pics. To show how Heather fixed it. It looks much better. However, MUCH shorter then I wanted.
Lesson TWO. Only trust yourself or one other person to do your hair.
So, now is a good time, to make up some dreadies to stick in there. = )
current mood:  drained
current music: theSTART - Just a Fantasy
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| Friday, August 31st, 2007
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8:46 pm ;
YAY!!
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My own silky curl falls!! = )
Not sure on the durability of washing them, but they seem to work, like the manufacture curls.
current mood:  accomplished
current music: Skinny Puppy - Warlock
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| Thursday, August 30th, 2007
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9:58 pm ;
excuse me I am lost..... please help me..
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I need to be multiplied, so that one can clean the house. One can play with Ray. One can work on orders. One can work on the computer. One can work on premade items. One can sleep.
If only...........
current mood: busy
current music: Mr Bungle - My ass is on Fire
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12:52 am ;
working like a hooker in nyc during the republican convention.....
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Made some of my own silky curls by hand. woo.. outcome is good. Pics soon.
Will have plenty of items for direct sale added to the hair site, including some awesome cyberlocks.
Help out a poor college student/musician, and purchase some lovely hair.
Must get to bed, class at 8:30, and must be up at 6.
current mood: content
current music: dresden dolls - shores of california
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| Wednesday, August 22nd, 2007
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10:03 pm ;
be gone...
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my house is half way cleaned, but the maid is fired. Cause that bitch sucks ass.
School... oh how I wish I was done. Yes, I know, many go much longer then I have to, but it still sucks. I just really need my loan money. Tiffin, you have the gayest school ever. Terese, you are the stupidest bitch. Thanks for tryin to fuck me, and not transfer my hours. You're never gonna get your money, going about it that way.
...must work on orders....
current mood: drained
current music: The Dresden Dolls - Dalilah
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| Tuesday, August 21st, 2007
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1:24 am ;
yay.. theSTART.......
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| Wednesday, August 15th, 2007
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11:24 pm ;
so busy...
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Created a Myspace for the hair site.
Anyone in the Mid-Tenn area in need of some hair/makeup services, look me up. = )
I'm available for cuts, color, and extensions. Not to mention, other services.
current music: theSTART - Like Days
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| Wednesday, August 1st, 2007
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8:04 pm ;
and so...
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Wow much time has pasted.
Saw TOOL in Cinci. Was a great show, of course.
Started back to school. Bought my own house.
Off to do some more work..........
current mood: busy
current music: Sleepytime Gorilla Museum - sleep is wrong
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| Friday, November 3rd, 2006
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12:42 am ;
oohhhh poor neglected computer-life....
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| Thursday, February 9th, 2006
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9:17 pm ;
and so......
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Due to my severe lack of energy to spew forth an update, I will just borrow someone else's :
Updates from Trent -
[02_08_2006]
The Grammys make me hate music, and certainly everyone in the ass-licking music industry.
5:53pm_PST
Trent Baby, I could not have said it better myself.
[Carry on as twas before]
current mood: calm
current music: eric, stew, and Brad jammin' [w/o me]
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| Saturday, July 23rd, 2005
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4:51 am ;
yes............... this is an update................................
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We are moving!
Packing is the plan!
We will be on the road to our destination on Tuesday, July, 26th. Yay!!!!!!!!
Mount Juliet is the place!
Should be interesting.
Elaboration to continue.
current mood:  contemplative
current music: Fantomas - page 26
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| Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
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11:22 pm ;
uggghhhh....
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I feel like absolute shit! ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) slave_screams gave me his cold, and now I/we have passed it onto Rayna. Poor kid has delt with a different sickness each week. 1st a urinary tract infection, to a bad reaction to the meds given for the ut infection. I also hate having to care for sick child with being sick myself. Oh well. Things have been worse. The car is still not fixed, and we are dealing with another insurance company that will not return our phone calls. WHY are ALL insurance companies scandalous bastards!?!
Melt Banana is coming back on the 27th. They are playing at some club I have never heard of in Columbus. Can't wait to go!!
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| Sunday, April 17th, 2005
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4:28 am ;
Fantomas at the Agora.......
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I know.... I know..... horrible picture. I was not that close. I didn't feel like getting gross from all the sweaty idiots, as they were unavoidable. I tried.
Excellent show. Even included an encore. The only thing was that Patton did not have his DJ-70. He was using samples of him playing for certain things. Mainly the older stuff. I would assume that was due to him needing the sampler more so then the keyboard, for the new material. Substitution was do-able, but Page 29, and Twin Peaks sounded mediocre. I guess I am just spoiled.
Should have been on the Ballroom stage, but, who knows. Cleveland is retarded. They like to torture its fans making them suffer in very small confined places. Verses putting a good band on the bigger stage just in the other room. Bastards.
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| Monday, April 11th, 2005
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2:59 am ;
Good times in Cleveland.......
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Took Ray to see The Dresden Dolls, at the House of Blues. Was my 1st time at that club. It is very nice. The show was definitely amazing!!! I saw them in Columbus on the 9th, as well, and their set wasn't as long obviously[they were not headlining]. That was just a little taste, of what was instore for this past evening. I enjoyed both shows, but tonight was the best!
I waited in line at the Columbus show to make sure they would be signing after tonight's show, as well. Amanda told me they always do, after every show they play. So, I told her I was bringing my 5 1/2 yr old little girl, as she absolutely loves them. That way she would have the chance to meet them. She got all giddy, and immediately interrupted Brian talking to another fan, to tell him about Ray. They both said how cool it was of me to be taking her, and to bring back the poster I bought so they could sign it for her in person.
So, right after entering the venue this evening, I ended up passing Brian on the stairs, and didnt even see him carrying equipment. I then hear, "Hey, you made it, and you brought your little girl!" Turned around, to see him with the biggest smile on his face. I said, of course, she wasn't gonna miss your show. He was thrilled to pieces, and came right back, to greet her properly. Asked if we had a good spot so she could see, and even went, and found her a stool to sit on. He signed her poster, and told us to be sure to hang around after the show, so Amanda could meet her, too. He is so sweet, and a very nice down to earth guy. Not to mention, a phenomenal drummer, and musician.
Amanda is just as sweet, and they asked her if she had a good time, posed, for pictures w/ her. I made sure to thank Brian plenty of times, for being so kind to Rayna. They are two very awesome people, and I feel very honored to have met them.
Pics of Ray with the dolls, after the show. Brian gave her his hat to wear in the pics. I didn't take any during their set, as the staff was making people take their cameras back to their cars, or kept it if it was disposable. I guess you are not allowed to have them in there. I know that some got away with it though.
This was Rayna's 1st concert. It will be something to talk about when she gets older. She looks a bit scared, but I think with all the people staring at her she wasnt sure what to think.
Can't wait for them to come back!!!
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| Sunday, March 13th, 2005
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3:54 am ;
................ I wanna.... dance!!!!!!!
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| Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
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1:22 am ;
tears of a clown......
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Getting tickets is most definitely not a laughing matter. I have known about these tour plans since it was 1st annouced, that they were doing 2 shows in the UK a couple of months ago. However, they failed to scheduled any dates in Ohio. Trent, my lovely, you mus'int forget about us. It would have been really nice to have a repeat of the "last ever Nine Inch Nails Tour". Which is too pretty funny, since they are back. I am not gonna complain. I am thrilled. I just pray to goddess that they sometime hit Ohio.
In the meantime, we are taking Ray to see The Dresden Dolls, in Cleveland, and also hitting the Columbus show they are doing. After that, the one and only Fantômas. Not to mention Trevor's Trio Convulsant. Which I have only been able to hear a small portion. They will be an excellent opener.
Back to the drawing board.
current mood:  complacent
current music: Melt Banana - Spathic
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